Ten Random Thoughts
1. I am so very tired, I want to stay in bed for a week.
2. I started this list and had no idea what I was going to write.
3. I wish I could work less and spend more time with my kids.
4. I feel sad that my daughter is 18 now. I wish I could go back and have done some things better.
5. Tomorrow I want to let the bunny out to play in my room. I miss him hopping around.
6. I am isolated and alienated by this living situation. I have no friends.
7. My daughter’s new therapist does not care if she retraumatizes me.
8. Retraumatizes comes up in red on my computer. Isn’t is a real word?
9. I learned how to make ❤ on the computer today. This made me happy. Someone on wordpress taught me and they are probably smiling as they read this now and these hearts or for her ❤ ❤ ❤
10. Sadly, that ❤ thing was the only happy thing that happened today
11. This is more than 10 things
12. I am getting more tired
13. My boyfriend has not called and he has always called me every night for 10 months so far. I am used to sleeping with him on the phone
14. I guess that is why I feel like I have no friends now
15. Maybe he fell asleep and he is still my friend
16. Obsessive thoughts cause severe anxiety
17. More tired now. I was trying to keep going until I could fall asleep
18. I wonder of this top 10 list will make it to 20
19. That’s nineteen
20. I have to take the battery out of my work pager or it will keep making that BEEP noise every 15 minutes all night and drive me crazy…not that it would be too far to have to drive me
21. My post on the kindness blog did well this week. I think I still have to give you guys the link. One of you found it on your own. Thank you. And now you are smiling because you know who you are 🙂
22. This too shall pass ……..
23. Good Night to all my fellow insomniacs and good morning to whoever wakes up and reads this at 6am, which is going to be an hour after I fall asleep this time
24. We passed 10 and we passed 20
25. Drive safely, don’t fall on the ice, unplug the toaster, pet your animals, love your children and say good night to Annie
26 ❤ 🙂 ❤ 🙂 ❤