This is an older poem of mine. Someone pointed it out to me today and reminded me about it, so I thought I would share it now. It was last posted here in 2015.
You left your voice playing in my head
You left a part of yourself in my brain
What was your purpose in leaving it?
Was it all part of your plan to search and destroy?
Get in as close as possible and then
Reprogram the other person’s brain
So that they
Believe in your pretend love and grandiose illusion
and trust in intimacy that is laced with lies
Give them the illusion that they can trust you
When all the while you are leading a double life?
You needed me and then suddenly you were gone
Told me you loved me
then hung up the phone you moved on
How long had you been setting up your new prey…
While you strung me along like a play thing?
What is there left of your soul?
Or did you lose track of it very long ago?
Without your gracing me with goodbye… I’ll never know
Without any closure from you…These thoughts will forever twist my mind
But you already knew that
before we started to play
Your game of reality confusion
And you knew I would still love the one
You pretended to be
The one that you made just for me…
While I would despise the one
that took him away
When you were done using me as a game piece