See Me

sitting

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See me

For who I am

What I believe in

What my intent is

Know me

For what I love

What I fear

What i need

Like me

For how I laugh

How I play

How I share

Experience me

For how I listen

How I see

How I touch

Join me

In growing close

Making memories

Creating magic

Love me

For how I think

How much  I give

How I understand you

Are You Attracting Abusive Partners ?

Just Saying ~ May 26th

Bunny Cuddles with Mama Annie

Past Love

GentleKindness

The stars spill out

Over the black canvas

Of the magnifecent open sky

So ancient  and timeless

My thoughts  turn to you

and the love we once shared

decades ago

My heart warms

I wonder if you are looking  too

At the same stars in the sky

And if your thoughts ever

turn towards  me

So special  were the moments

We shared between  us two

Never surpassed or equaled

by any other lover

If I had known then

that you were the best of men

and that the connection  we had

was precious and rare

I would never have walked away

In search of better love

When the best of love

Was already in my hands

to my college boyfriend, who I have never ceased to miss

ANNIE

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Ocean Song Poem

Ocean Song

As the bubbling waves wash up

Over my bare toes

And the soothing ups and downs

Of the ocean’s voice

Sing your name over and over

Again

I wonder about the inner light

Of the woman who kisses you

Tonight

And I wish for her beauty

To shine

As brightly as the stars

As she envelopes you

The way I used to

Long ago

 

Adult Children from Dysfunctional Families Dealing with Emotions and C-PTSD

GentleKindness

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This term “dysfunctional family” is a catch all basket term that includes a variety of types of malfunction within the family that can cause trauma and C-PTSD to the child.

Children of alcoholic parents fall into this category and even have their own phrase, which many of you have heard “Adult Children of Alcoholics.”Of course adult children of drug addicted parents, whether narcotic addicted or even prescription drug abusers also falls into this basket term.

The family can be dysfunctional when one or both of he parents are abusive in a physical, sexual, mental, emotional or any psychological way. Abuse can occur from other members of the family other than the parents. Even siblings and grandparents can cause the home to be unhealthy psychologically for the children growing up in it.

Some preteens ans teens are left alone most of the time due to a single parent work schedule…

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Guitar With Annie

guitarwithannie

This is a blog for people who are learning guitar. It is also a blog for people who interest in learning guitar.

I will post lessons about different things like, playing chords, playing leads, scales, how to read tablature and other important things you need to know, in order to be a guitar player.

Do not feel intimidated to learn the guitar. Everything seems hard, when you have not done it before. I will provide lessons that are simple and easy to follow. You can ask any questions in the comments section after each post.

guitar meme

If you are interested in taking guitar lessons via skype or google chat, just let me know. I have some spots currently open. In the mean time, if there is a particular song that you would like to learn, let me know in the comments below and I will see about posting a lesson for…

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PTSD and Re-Traumatization

Overcoming Narcissistic Abuse

PTSD is a term most people have heard, but often they do not really know what it means.

If you tell someone you have PTSD, it may be hard for them to know what you mean by that, unless they have it themselves or maybe they have a close friend or family member with it.

People with PTSD have trouble with relationships, but not for the reasons people think.

Once you have been traumatized, and then re-traumatized by triggering situations, you feel generally unsafe and there is a natural tendency to want to retreat…back up your steps and run for cover.

People with PTSD can be re-traumatized by people who do not understand, and by people who are more concerned with their own agenda than really understanding.

When someone with PTSD has certain triggers, and explains those triggers to someone, it is important that they are validated and respected. If…

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Eliza

🌹

The midnight wind swept her hair

Like silken darkness across her face

She glanced once from side to side

Then continued with bold strides

Across broken rocks and fallen branches

🌹

Her aching feet finally arriving

Toes pointed toward the black iron gates

Eliza removed an object from her bag

Moonlight splashing a reflection

Onto the cold steel of the barrel

🌹

She thrust as hard as her body could bare

And the object flung over the gates

Into the blackness of the overgrowth

That strangled the cemetary markers

Looking like strange alien spiders

🌹

The cold black steel disappeared

The evidence was swallowed up

Never to have existed in the first place

Eliza trembled at her imagination

Half with dread and half with remorse

That she could never pull the trigger

Even on that god forsaken monster

🌹

The sound of her name broke the silence

And echoed through the streets

She turned towards the direction

From where the creature was beckoning

Dropping her face and hunching forward

She slowly began to make her way back

To home where the creature kept her

🌹🌹🌹

 

 

 

 

 

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