Exhaustion sets in
Before day has begun
Midnight kindling thoughts
That circle and spin
Like being trapped
To the sticky silk
Of a spider’s grand web
Healing Truth Artistry
Exhaustion sets in
Before day has begun
Midnight kindling thoughts
That circle and spin
Like being trapped
To the sticky silk
Of a spider’s grand web
.
Break the bread
Roughly
With both fists
Digging in
Crumbs
Falling over your feet
Then spit the wine
straight out
of your mouth full of lies
Harshly enough that droplets
Slide down your hair
Like blood spatter
At a
crime scene
Red
Staining
Your teeth
After all
Isn’t that what
this relationship
Has really meant to you?
Or did you allegedly
Love me?
Consume the last
Bits of crumbs
Lick them from your
Exposed toes
Go ahead
You might as well
Those are the last
Remnants of what we had
There will be no more
Feasting for your hunger
You will always
Let the need drive you
And so you sink
As I expected
Slithering back into
The dark hole
That becomes you
While most of the world around you sleeps, the little terrors crawl up the back of your neck, and knock to get it.
You know better than to let them enter, but the coldness on the back of your neck becomes intolerable and you just open a small crack.
Slowly the thoughts begin to sleep and slide and ooze … like a thick black oil that darkens everything it touches.
The 2 am delusion has begun to awaken… and the shadows now begin to form. …in your mind….
…and in the left far corner of the room.. ..
You watch as the shadows melt into a form. The form will slither and sway from side to side, inevitably taking on the shape of something ominous. The night’s shadows play harmless tricks…or so people say. But as you blink your eyes once…twice…and again…that form becomes more solid and lifelike.
The veil between the daytime reality and the icy cold hand on the back of your neck becomes blurred, as you pull the blankets up and cover your head.
Only your fingertips peek out from underneath the blanket that you have diminishing faith in to protect you.
And you wonder if these black shadows started in your own mind…how they are now standing above you.
You can’t see them.
The blanket is covering your eyes.
But you know just the same.
The darkness is real … as long as you focus on it.
Your attention gives it power and makes it grow.
And as you focus your attention on not focusing on the shadows….they snicker at you with contempt.
Sleep tight!
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Weaving our way down the paths we choose
Creating the each foot step simultaneously
with placing our toes exactly in pre-made impressions
An illusion that others have as much influence
Over which way we go, as it seems to us at the time
Travelling without taking enough time to just be still
To connect with our soul and our inner wisdom
Controlled by the false beliefs we hold
Influenced by thoughts we don’t even know are driving us
Feelings that come up without our control
Rarely taking the time to find out what we are actually feeling
Underneath the current of what we are supposed to feel
Actually coming from or why they always come up
At certain times. and in certain scenarios
We must stop and just feel the energies about us
Find the strength to go the direction that we really want to go
The way that serves us, supports us
Allows us to spread our own wings
And protects us from harm
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His delicious words spilled out upon the page
Like sensual kisses so perfectly placed
She drank them in like drops of sin
And like green ivy vines, those words intertwined
The seducer and the seduced
The dance went on late into the night
As she hung on his every sweet word
Failing to notice his predator’s stare
Or the small drops of blood on his vest
She couldn’t resist giving in to desire
Till his teeth sunk deep into her flesh
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The midnight wind swept her hair
Like silken darkness across her face
She glanced once from side to side
Then continued with bold strides
Across broken rocks and fallen branches
Her aching feet finally arriving
Toes pointed toward the black iron gates
Eliza removed an object from her bag
Moonlight splashing a reflection
Onto the cold steel of the barrel
She thrust as hard as her body could bare
And the object flung over the gates
Into the blackness of the overgrowth
That strangled the cemetary markers
Looking like strange alien spiders
The cold black steel disappeared
The evidence was swallowed up
Never to have existed in the first place
Eliza trembled at her imagination
Half with dread and half with remorse
That she could never pull the trigger
Even pointed at that god forsaken monster
The sound of her name broke the silence
And echoed through the streets
She turned towards the direction
From where the creature was beckoning
Dropping her face and hunching forward
She slowly began to make her way back
To home where the creature kept her
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You can feel the sensual texture
Of the cold grass under your feet
Its wetness between your toes
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The healing warmth of sunlight
Streaming its goodness
Onto your neck and shoulders
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And down your arms
Ahead in the distance you see
The most perfect house you can
Imagine with every detail exactly
The way it would have been
If you had built it in a dream
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You create, conduct and orchestrate
Each tiny sound that you hear
.
The sounds occur at once with
Your inner hearing and desires
Each birdsong and the whisper
Of the wind through the
Rustling trees that stand strong
Yet sway with a dance-like magic
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As if they are at once set upon
Their wisdom and beliefs yet
Able to adapt and flow with the
Unexpected and the unpredictable
As if they innately realize that
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Resilience has the characteristics
Of water as well as of rock…
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You venture forward towards
That beautiful dwelling and at once
You recognize it is yours because
It has every tiny detail
In just the perfect way you would
Want it to be and have dared not
Even think to dream of having but
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This is the moment to dream
In perfect clarity and minute detail
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Yes surely this is the moment
For dreams to become clear
Because we exist in both realms
At once the waking world reality
And the dream state of illusion
Where we dare or where we don’t
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Where we can accept what we see
Or create something new
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Create
With the paint brush of your imagination
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Because the more you believe
Is possible in your dreams
The more you will manifest here
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The physical world that seems unalterable
Compared to your dream reality but
But is actually less solid and set
Than you have been conditioned
to believe and to perceive
.
By others since the day you were born
But this very moment is not the
Time for thinking nor regret
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It is not the time for blidly following
Anyone or anything
Because this moment
Is the only moment there is
The moment that can influence future
but not by worrying about future
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This present moment
That you have been conditioned to discard
For past and for future moments
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And interpretations of those
Invisible realities which they will
Tell you are more important
Than the only moment which
Really exists which is now
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So revel in its power asleep
Create in its power awake
And open your inner eyes to see
What is hidden but in plain sight