Silent is the night
When all have forsaken you,
Some have mistaken your intent
For malice,
Others have seen a glimpse
of your soul
And despised it,
Many have perceived you
As unworthy,
And you have
Lost yourself
In an ocean
Of torment
Undulating waves
of painful regrets
Calamity
of confusion
Disorientation
of perception
You have lost your mind
Lost your reason
Lost your memory
of what was important
in the first place
You are left
with questions that
you are afraid
to know the answer to
Why am I here?
What is my
existence accomplishing?
Was the past just a dream?
A nightmare?
Or some passing thought of
a comatose patient
lying in a hospital bed?