Dark is the night
When all have forsaken you
and
some
have mistaken
your intent
For malice
Others
have seen a glimpse
of your soul
And despised it
Many
have perceived you
As unworthy
And you
have
Lost yourself
In an ocean
Of torment
Undulating waves
of painful
regrets
Calamity
of confusion
Disorientation
of perception
You have
lost your mind
Lost your reason
Lost
your memory
of what was important
in the first place
You are left
with questions
that
you are afraid
to know the answers to
the Why
the What for
and
Was the past
just a dream
A nightmare
Or simply
a passing thought
of
a comatose patient
lying motionless
in a hospital bed