You have no real smile
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Just  hundreds of variations of…
 facial expressions
tones of voice
hand gestures
and right things to say
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Stories to impress men
Words to captivate women
Threats to coerce employees
Lies to deceive everyone
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Various identitiesÂ
to keep your life in boxes
So your lies won’t overlap
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Six cell phones with different numbers
Seven email addressesÂ
At least 4 different companiesÂ
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That’s as far as I know
Maybe there are more…
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Various online dating profilesÂ
A computer program to scan for prey…
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Empaths
Codependents
HIghly Sensitives
Romantics
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The innocent
The abused
The naive
And the lonely
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The young ones
The old ones
And anyone in between
The poetsÂ
The artists
And the ones who want to save you
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You show a vulnerable side
That is nothing but an act
You make them feel your pain
But you are mirroring theirs back
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You show them some compassion
From scripts inside your head
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You repeat their own words back
That they forgot that they said
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They think you are for real
A man that they could care for
Someone who needs attention
And maybe mothering too
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They know if they invest their time
Your love for them will be true
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You train them all so well
To jump when you ring the bell…
Like Pavlov and his dog
Waiting for the food
You create a real addiction
Then make them beg for more
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You let them paint the illusion
A dream from inside their mind
Exactly the way they picture it
A different mask for every crime
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You become their favorite fantasy
Be anyone they want you to be
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You lift them as high as you can
Upon your pedestal of gold
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The higher you can lift them up
The farther they have to fall
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And fall they will …
Make no mistake
 They won’t see it coming
Your skill has such grace…
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You’ll come up behind them
Contempt on your face
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You’ll yank out that stool
And cover all traces
That you ever planned itÂ
Or could hardly stand it
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To play the role of vulnerable and weak
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Now you are TOWERINGÂ
Over your catch
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Pour on the gasoline
And light up your match
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Burning their hopefulness
And reasons for living
Corrupting their soul
Transfusing your sinning
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You think…
“You thought you were winning?”
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Ha!
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Your face slowly changes
The expression is dark
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She feels like she saw it once
In one of your glances
But it passed all too quicklyÂ
And you covered with romances
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She tries to beg forgiveness
As you tell her what she’s done
You project all of your sins
And she wants to give in
And confess to the crimes
You committed
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But before she can speak
Your image just blackens
Becoming no more than a shadow in her mind
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The terror in her nightmares
For so many nights to come
As she lies all alone filled with dread
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She thought you were real
And that you could feel
Like the other men she had once known
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But you wore a maskÂ
That she helped you to cast
As you once hung on her every word
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And now there’s anotherÂ
Just waiting to instruct you
To create a new mask in every detail…
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As you listen intently
The details are mentally filed
Your plan is being formed as you fashion a smile
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She thinks you’re so sweet
And is utterly amazed
At how you share all her hopesÂ
And admire her dreams
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As you hold up the mirror
And show her herself
It is a match made in heaven for sure
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She wonders how she found someone
She has so much in common with
Someone who feels just the same
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As you study her strength
And look for the cracksÂ
You will shove your knife through
All too soon
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A brand new mask has been forged
For the new prey to love
And sacrifice all that she has for
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You suck all her bloodÂ
And you take all she has
With the promise that all will be repaid
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You will buy her that house
With the white picket fence
That she carries the picture of
In the pocket of her dress
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But she does not see
That you were a different person to me
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And will make another mask
When you are done with this task
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It’s all such a chore but you’ve done it before
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One mask for each girlÂ
Let the games begin to twirl
They all end the same in the end
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